Swap history

I'm afraid I am going to have to withdraw on this swap because although I have accepted I would need to post first due to being the new member and offered to meet up, I feel I am putting myself out somewhat to meet your plans without any compromise on your behalf. I accepted that you said you couldn't travel, even though there is no reason why it is easier for me to get a train to Chelmsford than yo to get one to London, and you ignored the question when I agreed if you were to py half the train fare. Again, I accepted I may have to pay the whole fare and didn't say anything but today I did specifically inform you that I needed to be contacted by phone, before 4, and you contactd by internet after 4!! I had to hang around in London, until my mum got in and could check the internet for me, because I was worried I would let you down when we had agreed to swop. Apologies for causing inconvenience, but I hope you understand my reasons. Good luck with finding an alternative N95, and with any future swops. Monica